Ptah

 

Ptah

Channelled through Pat Grabham

 

There he stands in all his glory, filled with majesty and splendour.

His light shines so bright - it fills me with delight.

From a vast distance he beckons, my soul says yes to all that he asks. One day when I reach the other side of life, after a while, having seen family and loved ones - there will come a time I know when I will feel a sense of loss, if he is not there.

I know he could see me, albeit for a brief moment in time but until I have arrived at that place wherein he resides, my goal will be still a long way off and that dream but a speck - for where he waits is the Kingdom of Heaven, that doorway to Eternity which when I reach, so will I know him more but in the meantime, my soul waits, listens and adores that beauty and light - which without there would always be night.

To see but once is not enough but then perhaps I meet him in those dream states when yes, that memory is revived of those long ago days in the very beginning of time - which my soul searches once more to find and so there he stands like a signpost showing me the way, for I have no other option than to follow wherever he leads - for that is the key to Paradise and fulfilment of all my dreams.

I have spoken so often I know to that love of my life and indeed shared many memories of far off days when the world was different to today.

Indeed he was a Father to my youth, an inspiration to my innocence - the be and end of all things resided in his very presence, so is it any wonder my soul will never be able to rest completely till that time comes when once more he and I are one, just as we were in the Beginning of Time.

　
1989.